I
started taking antidepressant Sertraline at the start of the year. It
was a decision I came to gradually after a range of different talking
treatments hadn't helped enough. They had helped me to develop and be
more capable, making better decisions socially and practically, but I
was still hampered by fear and social awkwardness. So I bit the
bullet and, in January, went to my GP.
I
was prescribed Sertraline and started taking them immediately. That
Tuesday, if I remember, I got a girl's number in
Taboo. (Sertraline doesn't get
into your system that fast, so it seems I was just on a slightly
confident night. Maybe it was the placebo effect. Who knows.)
After
this, though, it didn't seem to be affecting me. I genuinely felt no
different. I went back to my GP after about a month and he told me to
stick at it. I did.
The
second batch of pills kicked in. I felt a lift, a rush, in the
sternum. I started to step forward and talk to people a little more,
although still clumsily with quite abrupt openers, but I got the odd
phone number (and maybe more) here and there.
Since
the spring, though, I feel like I've hit a plateau. I'm not getting
any more confident; if anything, I'm getting more impatient and I
don't seem to tolerate the places I used to enjoy going to. I'm more
narrow-minded than ever about where I'll go on nights out, and I'm
still feeling social anxiety. Not to mention, I'm piling on weight,
something well-known to be connected to the use of SSRIs (Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors).
I
talked to support group Andy's Man Club about this. A few members
there have used SSRIs and have also reported weight gain. Should I
change to some other form of medication?
The
short answer: no. There are other drugs like Citalopram and
Amitriptyline, but Sertraline is regarded to be the best (even though
James Holmes, the who killed all those people at the Batman
premiere in Colorado, was prescribed it and was a factor in his
decision to carry out the attack. We can overlook this as Holmes had
existing conditions that were behind his violent decisions).
Sertraline is the most frequently-prescribed in the US and UK,
because it's regarded to be the most effective.
AMC
members also suggested not making any changes without my GP's advice.
Typically, with memory difficulties, I'd forgotten to reorder my
prescription until Tuesday night when I had only a couple of pills
left. They suggested I tell my doctors that it's an emergency and
that I need the pills as soon as possible. Easier said than done when
I'm in work during the surgery's opening hours. I managed and got a
new batch with a couple still to go.
Another
question: Should I change the time at which I take my medication?
I
first took Sertraline in the morning. Thankfully, this was on a day
off: I had to go to sleep at 3pm for about 4 hours. After this I
started taking them at 5pm. Is this a little late? Is it affecting my
sleep? I usually struggle with sleep on and off anyway, so it's not
easy to tell. Should I move it to 12pm and see if my sleep improves?
Well,
let's try that from tomorrow onwards and next Saturday I'll review.
Let me know if you have experience
of changing the time you take Sertraline.
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