So
having switched back to Mirtazapine
recently,
I've felt a lot more settled mentally and physically. Duloxetine
didn't work at all for me, but the previous medication had obtained a
few positive results. I'm nowhere near perfect, but I never have
been. Hence, I figured it was time to mix something else in.
Disclaimer: Speak to your doctor before you change your meds. Don't just copy me.
Disclaimer: Speak to your doctor before you change your meds. Don't just copy me.
On
Saturday I went out with 7 women around the Northern Quarter, the
perfect scenario for trying out
Cancalm, a CBD (Cannabidoil)
product. The girls are a group of friends, some I know, some I met
for the first time. It's a scenario in which, as fun as I find it, my
anxiety is going to spike, purely due to my own problems.
The
question is, is it safe to mix Mirtazapine with CBD? Cancalm, of
course, say it is. Research out there, as lengthy and complex as it
is, is
inconclusive.
We
started in Double Down,
a great new underground Northern Quarter bar playing rarely-heard
hip-hop tracks. The cocktails looked really good, but I figured
mixing alcohol in was one variable too much, so I'd driven. Before
setting off I ate a 25mg Cacao Melt, a white chocolate drop. This
came in the Cancalm goody bag from their launch night.
Anxiety
was mostly under control. I chatted to people a little bit,
particularly to the women I'd just been introduced to, but I could
feel a little stress creep in towards the end of the night. Without
getting the violins out, I worry about not being good enough for
people. Rather than feeling like anxiety was stopping me, I felt like
there was almost a floating space in my mind that I then made a
purposeful effort to fill with conversation. Which I did.
The
night went well, although nothing major happened. I still have the
oil to try.
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